matrixrefugee: the word 'refugee' in electric green with a background of green matrix code (ANTI Valentine's day)
matrixrefugee ([personal profile] matrixrefugee) wrote2006-02-04 04:09 pm

Christmas trees and Valentine's Day lights

Just took down the Christmas tree in my room and started draping red and white Christmas lights over my windows; I'm cool with Valentine's Day this year... doesn't stop me from having that mischievous "anti-Valentine" icon here... Now I just have to take down the decorations around the rest of the house.

Said depressed Redpill would be Sieges. Now she's talking about having herself plugged back in, just so she doesn't have to feel like her loyalties are being torn down the middle and so she can just forget everything. Everyone (me, the headspace dwellers, her in-game comrades) is trying to convince her not to. Poor little thing: she's such a passionate little girl. I hate seeing her get hurt, but some of it is of her own doing. This morning, as I was curled up in bed, reading, I heard her sigh and say, "Maybe I should just stay in here and forget about going out there [ie. into her world]." I told her she'd be hurting herself more if she did that. Wierd how she's so tough in a fight, but when her heart's aching, she crumples...

[identity profile] he-dreams-awake.livejournal.com 2006-02-06 03:28 am (UTC)(link)
I wish I could talk to her....

E-mail anyone?

[identity profile] matrixrefugee.livejournal.com 2006-02-06 05:06 am (UTC)(link)
I've been trying to get the Merv to reply to your email, but he's taking his dear sweet time...

And it seems that Sieges has gotten out of her funk: She's been power-levelling the past couple nights and having a grand time. Wonder if her change in spirits has anything to do with the fact that her crush has returned to my headspace...