Jun. 22nd, 2008

matrixrefugee: the word 'refugee' in electric green with a background of green matrix code (Integra)
Good news: My eBay bid on TDF: Welcome to the Jungle #2 won! I had to bid up a couple of times this afternoon, but at least I didn't have to go up to the ceiling of what I was willing to pay. But... hopefully it'll show up in the mail by the middle of next week when #3 comes out.

Bad news: Some idiot in MxO insulted me for the unusual name of one of my alts. Yes, I know, it is not a medieval game, however, said character used to be a minstrel at RenFaires prior to his Awakening, so he just carried over his RenFaire handle as his Redpill name. My reply was "Yeah, well, this isn't your character, either." and put the person on Ignore. Which ruined my evening of trying to help a friend grind down his Machine rep.

:: Icon directed at the MxO idiot::
matrixrefugee: the word 'refugee' in electric green with a background of green matrix code (Constantine)
It's not very often that I share dreams with you, because I can usually unravel the meaning on my own. But this one is so scary, it has me stumped.

I dreamt I was waking up from a nice, refreshing snooze, when I feel something moving around on the bedcovers beside me. Now, since we don't have any pet dogs or cats likely to jump up on the bed, this was a slightly disturbing sensation. I look over to see a blond baby boy crawling around on the covers, looking at me with these deep-set black eyes that didn't have anything remotely resembling the cute, wondering, innocent look babies seem to have in their eyes (Well, when they're not doing their annoyed "Who the hell are you?" look if they're teething or feeling cranky). The eyes made me think of a Hollywood demon of some sort.

As I'm looking at the baby, he trembles a little and starts growing before my eyes, from toddler to child to adolescence to young adulthood, and all the while, a hungry look is gathering his face. Then he pounced on me, pinning me down with one hand and trying to tear my clothes open with the other -- and I could feel myself being held down as if it was really happening. All the while I started shrieking as much of the Rite of Exorcism as I could remember and trying to push him away and get out of bed --

And then I woke up, feeling utterly unrefreshed. Now, I don't know if there's some meaning to it, or if it's some kind of incubus activity. I've been researching incubi for an RP project in the works, though I'm much more inclined toward the dangerously sexy bad-boy sort you find in urban fantasy and not the utterly horrible creatures of legend. Any thoughts...?

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