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[matrixrefugee]

The weight of the world is on top of me, and nothing I do seems to shift it. I feel like the only time anyone notices me is to yell at me for merely existing. No amount of therapy or medication or anything could equal someone taking notice of the things I manage to create and saying "Hey, that's good stuff!" instead of ignoring me or slamming me for the way I do things. I have to be me, but if the way you have to be you is to cut people down for it, I feel really bad for you.