matrixrefugee | Not in the best of places right now... (Reply)

...But I'm pretty much managing to keep my head up. Just removed an otherwise friends-locked entry on the subject of fanfiction and warnings and what one should warn for, since I was afraid some of my opinions would ruffle some feathers. I guess some of the fairly recent family drama has made me gunshy about speaking my mind on certain things, since I'd gotten myself in troublr IRL for doing same. And now I'm worried that I've ruffled some feathers for removing what I feared could cause a kefuffle. I guess the fact of the matter is, I want people coming to this LJ to enjoy themselves and relax, which is hard for me to achieve for myself right now.

I'm also grieving something of a loss from something that matters a lot to me right now. I won't ask the person involved to come back -- they made their decision and I respect that -- yet their absence leaves a bit of a hole in the landscape, which is going to take a little time to fill up -- and to retread some plots involved.