Funny how canned music can fit your mood at times... R.E.M.'s "Losing My Religion" has done that uncannily the past few days, now Kelly Clarkson's "Breakaway" jumped out at me when I was at work. Perfect song for turning over a new leaf in the chronicle of your life... Also, I popped the radio on a moment ago, and "Witchy Woman" was on. Okay, yeah, has utterly nothing to do with actual witchcraft, but it made me smile.
I'm still very depressed, even a bit shaky with something like... not anxiety, but just vague, amorphous pain. I'm over-sensitive about everything, irritable, not weepy but the tears have leaked out of the corners of my eyes without warning, fortunately when no one can see it happen. I'm about to harness this sorrow to write a sad part in my werewolf romance story, so I have a feeling that scene will be a good tearjerker when I'm done.
I'm still very depressed, even a bit shaky with something like... not anxiety, but just vague, amorphous pain. I'm over-sensitive about everything, irritable, not weepy but the tears have leaked out of the corners of my eyes without warning, fortunately when no one can see it happen. I'm about to harness this sorrow to write a sad part in my werewolf romance story, so I have a feeling that scene will be a good tearjerker when I'm done.
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Date: 2008-07-03 04:31 pm (UTC)Sorry to hear you are feeling down. I always find that songs parallel my life and tend to serve as synchronicity or "cledons", too..(i.e. my post on Rhiannon). The Gods, however we view them, seem to communicate through pop culture often..I know I'm not alone in that.
Interesting fact about "Losing my Religion"..did you know that that phrase actually refers to Southern slang for swearing and/or cursing...i.e. if someone curses, they are said to be "losing their religion". That song is so beautiful and haunting, it always reminds me of my break with the church (and confession in particular).
I hope you are well. Do you use yahoo messenger or msn at all? Email me on here if you wish and we can exchange info.
Namaste, be well.