matrixrefugee: the word 'refugee' in electric green with a background of green matrix code (Uncle Max)
2007-05-24 11:53 pm

An Explanation for what's going on with Holy Trinity Parish/Church

I was going to post a rambling quietly ranty bit about the Catholic (or rather, the quasi-Catholic) elements in "Hellsing", but I realized I owed you this post about the fate of my parish and its home.

Some of you have suggested that the folks who want to keep the church open should have staged a sit-in prayer vigil. This idea had been raised several times, but the general consensus among the leaders of the group trying to keep the church open was that things like this constituted "apostasy". I know, you're all thinking, "Bzuh? How is that an act of apostasy?" My reaction as well. I looked into it. I looked in the Cathechism of the Catholic Church. I looked in the Code of Canon Law. Didn't see an explicit statement that holding a prayer vigil in a closed church in an effort to force the hand of the diocesan powers that be to reopen it constituted an act of apostasy. Here's Wikipedia.com's definition of apostasy, or at least the first paragraph of the article:

Apostasy (from Greek αποστασία, meaning a defection or revolt, from απο, apo, "away, apart", στασις, stasis, "standing") is a term generally employed to describe the formal renunciation of one's religion, especially if the motive is deemed unworthy. In a technical sense, as used sometimes by sociologists without the pejorative connotations of the word, the term refers to renunciation and criticism of, or opposition to one's former religion. One who commits apostasy is an apostate, or one who apostatises. In older Western literature, the term typically referred to baptized Christians who left their faith, thus, according to some Christians, were never "Christians" in the first place. Apostasy is generally not a self-definition: very few former believers call themselves apostates and they generally consider this term to be a pejorative. One of the possible reasons for this renunciation is loss of faith, another is the failure of alleged religious indoctrination or brainwashing.

My only guess as to why they came up with this is excuse is that to be praying in the church after it got closed would be to disobey the orders of the diocese, the very people that we're supposed to be standing up to. And since much of this parish is traditionalist-style Catholic (I'm a traditionalist in aesthetics, but I'm certainly not one in thinking. I've been accused of being one by liberal Catholics, and extremist traditionalists, or "traddies", as I call them, have accused me of being liberal. Which I'm not.), ie, they believe you have to obey what the priests/bishops tell you, even when it's a fine-point matter that really doesn't work for you.

Now, I can follow what a priest or a bishop tells me as long as it doesn't clash with the teachings of the Church. But when it has to do with where and how I'm going to worship within the bounds of the Faith, or it has something to do with what I should be doing with my life that doesn't clash with the moral code, and it doesn't square with what works for me, I know enough to draw the line. I know enough not to let anyone push me around in this regard. I'm like St. Katherine Drexell in this regard: she wanted to be a nun, her family -- which was very well-to-do; I think her father was a Pennsylvania coal and oil baron -- wanted her to find a nice man to marry; she spoke to a priest about it, who told her to go along with what her family wanted for her. She quietly resisted and went on to found an order of teaching Sisters who worked with American Indians and Blacks in the West, helping them raise their quality of life.

I know, the people in my parish are screwed in the head. They're trying to appeal their case, but it's bogged down with the usual legal red tape. I don't think the church is reopening any time soon, and if it winds up that it never reopens, I can't help wondering if these people who refused to let themselves be a little civilly disobedient wound up gutting their last chance. If it never reopens, they may have their own stubbornness and resistence to change to blame. It's a zero-sum game between two groups of rules-lawyers, is what it is.
matrixrefugee: the word 'refugee' in electric green with a background of green matrix code (Morrigan)
2007-04-08 02:26 pm

"Happy Easter, Holy Trinity Church, we're shutting you down."

That, in a nutshell, was the sermon for the day, since the priest, no less than O'Regan the rat, found it necessary to read the letter of suppression that O'Malley the mook who seems to think he's our bishop, sent earlier this week. I may not be the most socially adept person, but even I know that it's extremely bad form to do something like this. It's tantamount to stomping on a child's Easter basket.

I am angry unto death... I don't blame people who are skeptical of organized religion, because right now, as far as I can see it, the local branch of the organization has failed the people it was supposed to help. We've got something beautiful here and these mooks just want to destroy it. They're supposed to be helping us along the road to heaven, not run us off in the ditch and make us wish we had someone else for a guide who wouldn't get hidebound about the rules and regulations. For God's sake, they're acting just like the friggin' Pharisees that Jesus Christ Himself ranted against.

:: Uses her icon of the Morrigan, and is almost tempted to jump ship and become a Celtic pagan just so she can sicc the Lady of the Thousand Knives on all the idiots, hireling shepherds, and Judas Iscariot clones in the Church heirarchy::
matrixrefugee: the word 'refugee' in electric green with a background of green matrix code (Passion_of_the_Christ)
2007-04-01 10:38 pm

Holy Trinity Update: wish I had good news

Nice quiet Sunday afternoon: I spent it reading Francois Mauriac's "Holy Thursday" -- He's one of my favorite writers of all time, and I was lucky to find this book at the gift shop at St. Joe's downtown; very readable, but very profound as well -- and working on "The Death God's Daughter...", which is finally starting to take shape. I finally know what's happening now, and what's motivating the characters. Plus, Dana and Theda, my main characters are starting to get inside my head a little bit. Now, if I could just get Vincent to stop trying to hog the story....

My dad had to work today, so we wound up going to Mass at St. Francis of Assisi in Dracut. I hope we can get to Mass at Holy Trinity next week, for Easter. It might be our last chance to pray at this lovely old church, our home... It's slated to be closed April 22nd, and it looks like this is the end of the line, unless the goons in the diocese have some sort of Damascus Road moment, which I hope to God they do.
matrixrefugee: the word 'refugee' in electric green with a background of green matrix code (Guadalupe)
2007-02-03 01:59 pm

Holy Trinity, computer anxiety and a boatload of books

It seems the church is staying open indefinately yet again, but there is a catch: this one priest who often says the Latin Mass for us is for some bizarre reason not allowed to offer Mass for us. I swear the goons in the diocesan hierarchy are holding him hostage with the church as the ransom fee. There are times when I am so aggravated with the people in the Church, the hireling shepherds we're stuck with that it's enough to make me want to find a way to split from the Church as an organization and yet still go to Mass and the Sacraments.

And the main reason I haven't been posting on this journal as often as I should: my computer phobia is starting to come back with a vengeance. The little glitches and quirks were getting on my nerves so badly yesterday, it almost gave me a minor anxiety attack. Sometimes it's all I can do just to go online long enough to check my messages. I'd better get this thing in to the Geek Squad at the Best Buy in Danvers, but I'm worried about the cost of repairs. If I just knew someone personally who could help me tweak this thing and make it behave, I'd be much better off.

Some pluses recently: went into Lowell to First Friday Mass and confession with my mom yesterday, and I'm trying to work on the back story for my MxO alt, though I'll admit, my computer anxiety has made it hard for me to collect my whirling thoughts long enough for me to write them down. I've been reading a lot of books lately, to distance myself from these feelings and get my mind onto something else. Thus, I've been finishing a lot of half-finished books I'd set aside: Dante's "La Vita Nuova" (the love story of Beatrice and Dante himself), Mario Puzo's "The Godfather" (I like the movie better, but I love the ending of the book), several of Terry Prachett's hysterical books, including "Mort", "Reaper Man", "Hogfather" (great for the Christmas season!), and "Soul Music", and I just started "Maskerade"; if this guy's wacky stuff doesn't get my mind off my worries, nothing will!

Best of all: It snowed finally! Three inches of fluffy white stuff fell last night and blanketed the ground. Finally looks like winter out there!
matrixrefugee: the word 'refugee' in electric green with a background of green matrix code (Passion_of_the_Christ)
2007-01-21 05:25 pm
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The latest on Holy Trinity Parish

The church is slated to close at the end of this month, and the Latin Mass community will be moving to a church in Newton, Massachusetts (a bit of a hike for us to get to, but we'll find a way, even if it means only going there once a month; the weeks my dad has to work, we've been going to Mass at St. Francis of Assisi in Dracut. Granted, it's a Novus Ordo only parish, but it's in a good area and thankfully they're not one of these "any thing goes" parishes. Though I did have a major bone to pick with the pastor for something he said about capital punishment.)... unless there's some intervention, and I hope the Latin Mass folks find a way to occupy the church, up to and including barricading themselves in there and finding non-lethal ways to physically drive off any pernickety diocesan officials who show up to remove the altar stone. I haven't said this to any of the people in the group trying to keep the doors of the church open, but since there's plenty of families with very small children in the Latin Mass community: some of them should save some used diapers which, when lobbed inside out in the general direction of any diocesan goons who show up, would make for excellent stink bombs. I only wish we could train the pigeons that live on the cornices of the buttresses on the walls of the church to fly in formation Air Force style and drop their "payload" on any personages whose claim to apostolic succession is extremely questionable....
matrixrefugee: the word 'refugee' in electric green with a background of green matrix code (Passion_of_the_Christ)
2006-08-20 02:09 pm
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Update, re: Holy Trinity (German) Catholic Church

We're technically in limbo. The archdiocese has announced that there are "no immediate plans to close Holy Trinity (German) Catholic Church", and the reasons for this were that they couldn't find places to relocated the Cardinal Mediros Center (a day program for homeless senio citizens) and Bridge Over Troubled Water (a kind of halfway home for teenagers, in the old rectory building). The Cardinal Mediros Center couldn't find an affordable new location, and there were a couple of options for Bridge Over Troubled Water, except that the neighbors in both cases went and pulled the NIMBY (ie. "Not In *MY* Back Yard!") card. For once the NIMBYs made themselves useful instead of just being obNOXious.

Even still, it's too soon to relinquish our prayers. You can't get complacent about something like this.
matrixrefugee: the word 'refugee' in electric green with a background of green matrix code (Constantine)
2006-01-27 05:56 pm
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Holy Trinity Update: Okay news and *good* news (some work wackiness, too)

The latest rumor is that the church is suppposed to close by March 31st. Smack in middle of Lent. Can't they hold off till Easter (ie. April 16th this year)?! Besides, spring can be unpredictable, and do they really want to toss out the old folks who rely on the Cardinal Mediros Center that early? Maybe we can push this as far as Easter... and Trinity Sunday, our patronal feast... Maybe another Christmas, we *are* the "Christmas Church" after all...

The good news: O'Regan the wretch is resigning as pastor. Thank. God. Let's hope that the quietly charismatic Father Charles Higgins, a proponent of the Latin Mass who's also a really good priest and human, gets assigned to take his place. There's supposed to be some kind of reception for Father O'Regan this Sunday coming, but I can guarantee *I* won't be there. I couldn't keep a civil tongue in my head, for what he did to us.

And some crazy work stuff:

I was bagging at this one register, toward the end of my shift, when "Phuong" the supervisor pages me to come to the checkout. I finished up the order I was bagging, then turned around and called out, while waving my arms over my head, "Yoo-hoo, Phuong! I'm over here, bagging! Hell-LO!" I said it laughingly, in order help him "save face".
matrixrefugee: the word 'refugee' in electric green with a background of green matrix code (New Years)
2006-01-01 10:28 pm

Peaceful New Year's Day, despite Houseparty Hijinks

It snowed in the night! We still had some of the snow from the storm before Christmas, but it was starting to get dingy-looking, so a fresh coat was in order. It's only a couple of inches, but it covered up all the ugly spots.

And since we weren't sure if there was going to be a Mass at Holy Trinity today, since the Archbishop seems to order a lot of churches in Boston to close for the on New Year's Day to oblige people to attend *his* Mass at the cathedral (Do not ask me why: it's a dumb rule and we found out about it the hard way), we ended up going to Mass at St. Francis of Assisi's in Dracut (Which wound up being perfect for me, since I wanted to light a candle before their icon of St. Francis, for the intention of the furry companion of a dear friend of mine... I thought of lighting a candle before the statue of St. Francis at St. Joe's in Lowell, but I won't be there till late in the week and I needed to expedite this).

Watched the New Year's Concert from Vienna's Musikverrein (I know I'm spelling that wrong, and my college German proff would be appalled...) on one of the local PBS stations. This has been a tradition for me since I was maybe 8 or 9 (I was and still am a classical music geek, though my tastes have really broadened since then), and it wouldn't be New Years without it. My mom got me into it because often the concerts feature short ballet sequences performed by members of the Vienna Staatsoper Ballet.

Last night we watched "A Knight's Tale", which my buddy Mark had reccommended to me. Okay, it's a little hoky (that rock soundtrack is a little out-of-place, but if you can suspend your disbelief, it falls into place, like the deliberate anachronisms in T.H. White's The Once and Future King), but surprisingly, it captures medieval life fairly well: a lot of our impressions of what medieval life was like come to us from those wretched Victorians and their prim-and-proper sensibilities. You think of the knight defending the fair maiden... well, the fair maiden would probably be able to get a stab or two into her attacker and slow him down, with the little dagger she kept in her belt. The female blacksmith isn't so far-fetched: there were seperate guilds, in the 1200's and 1300's, for men and women of each trade, in many parts of Europe. Who knows? That might have included blacksmithing.

And I successfully opened a bottle of (alcohol-removed) champagne just before midnight last night. Those things are not easy to open without the cork jetting out, but I managed somehow. The Houseparty Had Its Fun... )
matrixrefugee: the word 'refugee' in electric green with a background of green matrix code (Constantine)
2005-12-24 06:08 pm

More good news from Holy Trinity

FOR IMMEDIATE RELEASE

"Christmas Church" Gets Early Present
More Than $170,000 Restored After It Was Improperly Transferred to
Administrator's Other Parish

BOSTON – December 22 – Parishioners at Holy Trinity Church in Boston's South
End learned this weekend that over $176,000 worth of funds that they had
given to Holy Trinity for its support were actually transferred, over the
last several years, to St. James Church in Chinatown. The funds were
returned only last week after an audit by the Chancellor of the Archdiocese
of Boston discovered the misappropriation.

In a December 15 letter to the secretary of the Holy Trinity Parish Council,
Chancellor David Smith disclosed, "Holy Trinity Parish transferred $176,390
to St. James Parish over the period of the audit. That amount was borrowed
today by St. James Parish and deposited to an existing account belonging to
Holy Trinity Parish." The amount is more than a year's worth of income and
more than 18% of its estimated income of $950,000 during the last nine years.

Since November 1, 1996, the two parishes have shared the same administrator,
Fr. Hugh H. O'Regan. The chancellor's letter was dated the same day that a
published report appeared in the South End News in which archdiocesan
spokesman Terrence Donilon claimed that the audit had cleared Fr. O'Regan of
sharing Holy Trinity's funds with St. James.

In May, Holy Trinity parishioners requested an independent audit of the
parish property and finances in part because they "fear[ed] that [Fr.
O'Regan] has merged the parishes in finance, if not in fact," because of his
frequent announcement at Holy Trinity of the collection totals and
activities at St. James, according to the audit request to Auxiliary Bishop
John Boles.

Holy Trinity parishioners' concerns about mismanagement of their parish were
intensified because of the then-imminent closure of their parish under the
Archdiocesan reconfiguration process. Parishioners feared that, because of
Fr. O'Regan's failure to file financial reports with the Archdiocese, that
the decision to close Holy Trinity was "made on incomplete or erroneous
data," continued their audit request. In late May, the parish's original
June 30 closure date was extended to December 15. On December 13, in
response to inquiries by members of the news media, Donilon stated that the
parish would not close on December 15. No closure date has been set; a
report in the South End News called the extension "indefinite." Ironically,
in July, Fr. O'Regan told Holy Trinity parishioners that they are to worship
at St. James should Holy Trinity close.

In response to parishioners' audit request, the chancellor's office
attempted to reconstruct Holy Trinity's finances from bank statements
beginning in 2000. On July 27, Chancellor Smith met with parishioners and
presented preliminary figures, which he admitted would only be estimates
because the proper financial reports had been filed for only one year.
Parishioners immediately challenged the figures based on their own
accounting of parish income announced in their bulletin. For example, the
parish's Trinity Club account showed a balance of $154,000 as of the date of
the audit. However, based on reported collection figures, the parishioners
stated that about $400,000 had been deposited in the account in the past
nine years. They noted that approximately $72,000 was used to replace the
church's heating plant. That left about $175,000 unaccounted for in the
report that the chancellor provided. Citing the need to investigate this
discrepancy, he asked for a copy of the parishioners' figures and committed
to revising the accounting by mid-August.

Parishioners soon concluded that the Archdiocese's audit was undertaken in
bad faith. They considered the process not to be a true audit as it did not
reconcile collected funds with deposits or determine the source of deposits
to its bank accounts. It also did not cover the entire nine years of Fr.
O'Regan's tenure. In addition, Chancellor Smith contacted parishioners
again only in late October, not in mid-August as he originally promised.
Therefore, in a December 10 letter, parishioners elected not to meet with
him to hear the final results of his audit, requesting instead that he mail
his findings to them. Chancellor Smith planned to share the full results of
the audit with the Archdiocese's Reconfiguration Oversight Committee in the
evening of December 15, claiming "the need for an outside review of our
work."

Meanwhile, plans for Christmas celebrations continue at Holy Trinity, whose
parishioners introduced many Christmas customs, such as the use of the
Christmas tree, into Boston in the mid-nineteenth century. A concert of
carols in German and other languages will begin at 11:30 PM on Christmas
Eve. Traditional High Mass in Latin, a sung Mass that includes Gregorian
chant, will follow immediately at midnight. At the beginning of this Mass,
a figure of the Infant Jesus will be borne to the crèche in a candlelight
procession as parishioners sing "Stille Nacht" in the darkened church. On
Christmas Day, Mass will be celebrated at 10 AM in English and German and at
noon in Latin.

Founded in 1844 to meet the pastoral needs of German worshippers, Holy
Trinity Church is the Archdiocese's oldest ethnic parish. For 161 years it
has cherished and preserved German Catholic traditions both for new
immigrants and for their descendants. It is the only German Catholic parish
in New England's eleven Catholic dioceses. In 1990 it expanded its role by
embracing the Archdiocese's only authorized traditional Latin Mass. The
combination of these two very compatible traditions has produced a faith
community that is much stronger than the sum of its parts. The parish has
also demonstrated its commitment to ongoing Christian charity by willingly
sharing its facilities with two social service agencies: the Cardinal
Medeiros Center day shelter for the homeless and the Bridge Over Troubled
Waters residence for at-risk youth.


Unfortunately, this press-release came before we found out that O'Regan the Wretch (No, I am not disrespecting a priest, I am calling a spade a spade and a very obnoxious human a very obnoxious human) has claimed the book-keeping mess was "an oversight" and thus the idiots in the Archdiocese are not going to be taking disciplinary action. Excuse me? $176,000 and change is not a book-keeping oversight, unless maybe you're Bill Gates (or the Merv). If I could get my hands on a copy of the Rite of Excommunication, I'd get a couple of strong guys to help me pin him down so we could do a quickie de-frocking/excommunication on the spot, ala John Constantine pinning Balthazar. We don't need a jerk like this running our parish, and I hope the folks at Holy Trinity will do a little civil disobedience and start giving O'Regan the cold shoulder and eventually the boot to the butt. I hope that the Vatican hears about this one and that God's Rottweiler sics the big dawgs on O'Regan's sorry arse.
matrixrefugee: the word 'refugee' in electric green with a background of green matrix code (Passion_of_the_Christ)
2005-12-15 06:35 pm
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Official Statement re: Holy Trinity (German) Catholic Church

This just in from the messageboard --

Terry Donilon, Statement:

This past spring the Archdiocese of Boston extended the closing date
of Holy Trinity Parish to December 15, 2005.

Since that time, the Archdiocese has been in communication with
parishoners of Holy Trinity regarding their concerns and has also
been in communication with Bridge Over Troubled Waters and the
Medeiros Center, a program of Federated Dorchester Neighborhood
Houses.

Holy Trinity Parish will not be closing on Dec 15th.
At this time, the Archdiocese intends to pursue further
communications with parishoners and representatives of the tenant
agencies concerning future plans.


At least that makes up for the utter, absolute day from the bottom-most pit of hell that I had.
matrixrefugee: the word 'refugee' in electric green with a background of green matrix code (Passion_of_the_Christ)
2005-12-10 11:40 pm
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Holy Trinity News Flash

This just in from the Yahoo! Group...

Subject: January at Holy Trinity

Yesterday afternoon (Wednesday) Father O'Regan told me that since the church
is not closed yet we must expect to continue as we have been. That is, the
Sunday Masses at 10 and noon, as well as all the other normal parish activities,
will take place until we have a certain date for closure (if that ever
actually happens).

Therefore, in starting the calendar for January I am entering the regular
schedule of Sunday Masses, the annual Epiphany Concert on January 8, CCD
classes, choir rehearsals and all the other activities expected in an ongoing, vibrant
parish.

Everyone should make a special effort this year to participant in at least
one of the three Masses scheduled for Christmas. It is critical to demonstrate
by our presence that the parish is not on its death bed.

Thanks to all who have already done so much,
Peter

------------------------------------
Peter V. Cooper


The Father O'Regan mentioned in the item is our disaster of a pastor (yes, he was the inspiration for the crochety "Father Manning" in "The Smoke of Satan in Your House"), who unfortunately is partly to blame for the wrecking ball of Damocles hanging over Holy Trinity: he didn't want to be assigned to HT Parish, so instead of being a man about it and asking to have the job given to someone better qualified, he chose the bratty way out and deliberately cooked the parish accounting records to look like we couldn't support ourselves. Now he's facing an investigation from both the Vatican and the Massachusetts State Attorney General's office.

This means, technically, we're in limbo. Another poster pointed out that Boston's Mayor Tom Menino has a hand in trying to keep the church open, since it hosts a daily lunch and activities program for homeless senior citizens in the church hall, during the week, and it wouldn't be good to turn these people out into the cold in the dead of winter in New England. We'll see what happens. This does not mean that I'm relaxing the novena I'm praying during Advent.
matrixrefugee: the word 'refugee' in electric green with a background of green matrix code (Crux_Neo)
2005-12-09 02:15 am

Holy Day Mass and more

It seemed wierd not going to Mass on the Holy Day (December 8th, feast of the Immaculate Conception): We went to the vigil Mass Wednesday night, since St. Francis had something else going on the night of the 8th, and thus there was no 7 p.m. Mass. Thus, we ended up missing a little bit of the beginning of part 2 of CBS's movie about Pope John Paul II. I have to admit, John Voight did a spot-on job playing what had to have been a daunting role: he looked the part, and he managed to get the voice down pat, not just the accent, but that wonderful, sing-songy inflection our late Holy Father had when he was speaking in public.

And the whole film managed to avoid falling into either pitfall, of turning into a mere biography or a white-washed hagiography (ie. a saint story: the cause for his canonization is being opened, and there's already been one miracle attributed to his intercession, but he hasn't been canonized yet). They showed him as a holy man, but also a human. I was especially touched by one bit which showed him having a moment of impatience and frustration as he steadily lost more and more of his stamina to Parkinson's Disease.

Oh, and I had to keep punching myself for laughing at/MST'ing one of the casting choices: Christopher "Saruman" Lee as Cardinal Woczinski, the then-Archbishop Wojtyla's mentor. As my mother put it: "His voice is familiar, what else has he been in?" Said I: "He played the evil wizard in the 'Lord of the Rings' movies." Hm, maybe that explains why we've got some lousy bishops: Saruman infiltrated them the way he did to Theoden.

Which brings me to some semi-good news: Holy Trinity will be staying open until Christmas. It gets closed the very next day. Froeliche Weihnachts to you, too, Bishop Scrooge... I'd love to be the one to deliver the truckload of Pennsylvania lignite to your door and dump it right on you.

::Recovering from her moment of sarcasm:: Well, I'm not finished my advent novena yet, so who knows? We might get the big Christmas miracle we're all praying for.

Did a little shopping tonight, while my folks were food shopping: I had to get Alavert and Airborne, which I've been taking every time I go to work. Thankfully, affording it was a snap: I got my regular paycheck today... and the Christmas bonus check which all the store employees get about this week in December... And a big surprise: a "Customer Service bonus". I don't know if this is going to be some kind of new bonus at the end of the year, or it's just a one-time thing, but it sure helped me out where I needed it.

Of course it was busy today, since there's another snow-storm on the horizon: We're supposed to get hit with 6 to 10 inches, and it's supposed to be a definate direct hit, unlike the wide miss we had Monday. The Cape got snow, we just got a few flakes for about ten minutes.

Cut for pro-snow rantage )

Updated the AIFFOA again, archiving one new fic and removing some broken links. It's such a relief to be able to twiddle with this site from the comfort of home.

And last and least, Sieges is up to level 11 and behind on her LJ. ::Pokes her to update it::

Sieges: ::Peeks out from under a blanket, throws a sleepy glare at MR and pulls the blanket over her head again::

The poor thing is tired from a long night running missions that kept getting croggled due to Exile hoodlums shooting at her/mission areas spawning hackers who hacked up her RSI/getting sneered at by Silver, the new mission contact she found, who makes Flood at his most condescending look like a nice guy. Now that she's levelling up, her missions keep taking her to more and more dangerous areas of the Mega-City. Much as she likes shooting at things, she's tired of getting killed/almost killed.
matrixrefugee: the word 'refugee' in electric green with a background of green matrix code (Pope_Benedict_XVI)
2005-12-04 11:53 pm

TV movies about Pope John Paul II

The network stations seem to be pretending to be EWTN (that's the Eternal Word Television Network, a cable station out of Birmingham, Alabama, run by a feisty, charismatic Franciscan nun and her community): Thursday night, ABC ran a two-hour movie based on the life of the late, great Pope John Paul II (born Karol Wojtyla). It was a little choppy and too concise, but it was still watchable. Tonight and concluding Wednesday night, CBS is running their bigger-budget, better-scripted and better-filmed offering, featuring Cary Elwes as the young "Lolek" and John Voight as the future Pontiff. Personally, I'm liking CBS's version a *lot* better; it's inspired me to start reading George Weigel's biography of JPII, and I can definately see why "Papa Benny" (Pope Benedict XVI) gave it his two thumbs up when the film was screened at the Vatican about a month ago.

It's been a while since I posted any news about Holy Trinity (German) Catholic Church, our imperiled old parish, mostly because there hasn't been any news. The church is slated to be closed on the 15th of this month, and I've been offering an Advent novena to keep it open and so that the Latin and the German Mass communities can always worship there. It's not too late for some of you to join it with me, if you're so inclined:

Advent Novena )
matrixrefugee: the word 'refugee' in electric green with a background of green matrix code (Thanksgiving)
2005-11-25 11:34 pm

Trying to think of something to be thankful for...

It's hard to feel thankful when you're bone tired from bagging people's turkeys for a week, you've had a cold, your mother now has it, and you've had to cook for yourself for the past few days... and that includes having to cook most of Thanksgiving dinner last night. Part of me feels like not celebrating holidays any more, since it seems we all wind up getting sick right around them, from the added stress of all the fuss. Maybe it's a good sign in disguise: maybe this means that we'll have the best Christmas ever, as in O'Malley the mook -- aka "Bishop Grinch", at our house -- will relent and let Holy Trinity stay open and let the Latin Mass and the ethnic German Catholic community continue to worship there. There haven't been any major developments lately, other than there's a task force of sorts from the Vatican that's investigating what O'Malley's been doing to us. God's Rottweiler isn't thrilled with it and I hope he puts the bite on this jerk.

A few things to be thankful for, even if I've been calling this year "The Year From Hell":

--Two parents who love me and put up with my quirks.

--A paying job

--A new computer (yesss...)

Silly things:

--Keeping my head up during the fanbrat debacle this sumer

--Installing the MxO and getting Sieges (my character) up to Level 7 in a little less than three weeks
matrixrefugee: the word 'refugee' in electric green with a background of green matrix code (Neo_and_Trinity)
2005-09-05 01:41 am

Return to Holy Trinity

Continued from my previous post: I had to get a towel because I started drooling over those pics I posted...

We managed to get to Mass at Holy Trinity today: The people of real-world version of Sankt Maria Magdalena's may be finally getting the word across. The heads of the group trying to keep the church open were recently able to speak with Bishop Mallegant's real world counterpart, Archbishop He Who Must Not Be Named in Front of the Matrix Refugee. And he *listened* to them this time. The last time they tried to speak with him, *he* did all the talking and wouldn't let us folks get a word in edgewise. Also, the Vatican may be taking punative action against Archbishop He Who Must Not Be Named: they've found that he handled the reconfiguration to be completely unethical (eg. Police arresting people holding vigils inside churches, closing dates getting moved up, with or without warning, etc.). Stay tuned...

I ended up chatting with a few folks I hadn't seen in a while, so unfortunatly, I missed seeing an incident in the parking lot, involving a pigeon and a plastic bag. Apparantly, one of the pigeons that make their home on the roof of Holy Trinity had gotten the handle of a plastic bag caught around his neck. He kept running around, trying to shake it off, and he tried flying to escape from it, but the bag acted like a parachute and it kept pulling him down. My dad and one of the older kids who come to Mass at HT tried cornering him, but he kept running under cars to get away from this strange predator. My mother managed to coax the bird out from under one car, whereupon the kid put his foot on the bag, and my dad got ahold of the pigeon and pulled the bag off the bird. The pigeon was fine and flew right away. I suspect that's the last time he tries fishing for treats in a tempting plastic bag, though.

And it was one year ago that I went to WorldCon with Mark... My, how the year flew by.... Read here for the whole story: http://www.livejournal.com/users/matrixrefugee/30252.html One year ago, I was at the Academy Awards of sci-fi... One year ago I started my admiration for Neil Gaiman... I think the next U.S. WorldCon is supposed to be in Columbus, Ohio, in 2007. Maybe I'll make it! I didn't go this year, since they're holding it in Glasgow, Scotland, which is too far for me, at this point; and next year it's is in Tokoyo, Japan: definately too far, and I don't speak Japanese.

Last, and probably least, the joys of watching DVDs with a soulbond, in this case Ref looking over my shoulder as I watch the behind-the-scenes documentaries on "The Matrix: Revolutions": Cannonballs through Rows of Old Washing Machines )
matrixrefugee: the word 'refugee' in electric green with a background of green matrix code (Default)
2005-06-01 01:05 pm
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Breaking News re: Holy Trinity

The AP, the Associated Press, one of the most reliable and prominent news sources in the country, has picked up our story; I just found out, via the Yahoo Group for the bunch of us trying to save my parish, that the New York Times is going to carry a story about the impending closing.

You can dodge the issue, O'Malley and "Manning", but you can't hide behind your excuses forever. To paraphrase the Merovingian, we survived the Know-Nothings torching the original wood-frame structure in the 1850s, and we will survive *you*.

Pictures of Holy Trinity, as I've promised to post... )
matrixrefugee: the word 'refugee' in electric green with a background of green matrix code (Constantine)
2005-05-29 06:58 pm

Banging away at "The Smoke of Satan..." and big news about my parish

I've gotten some fairly substantial work done on the climactic fight-with-demons-in-the-church scene, from a later chapter. I tried poking at Chapter Four, but that's still like slogging through mud: It wants to be set in Los Angeles, and I'm fighting it.

A little bit of fanon that seems to have popped into my head: Beeman, Constantine's nerdy little friend who appears to be an arcane scholar, is a former Dominican monk who was asked to leave the order, possibly because of those arcane studies of his. I also get the feeling his first name is Max, short for Maximillian (maybe because the actor who played him looks a little like a healthier version of St. Maximillian Kolbe?). Don't ask me where that idea came from, or why it makes sense to me. (Is it any more wierd than a nerdy little guy who lives behind the ball return in a bowling alley?)

Fannish musings aside: The Truth about my parish's closing has come out. Our pastor mucked up the books, so to the Archdiocese bigwigs, it looked like it wasn't collecting much for donations, which made it seem like it couldn't support itself. So... the pastor is about to get a visit from an auditor as well as someone from the Massachusetts Attorney General's office, investigating possible fraud (Remember why the fictitious diocease in "The Smoke of Satan..." was in trouble???). This just might buy Holy Trinity some time to stay open. Keep praying, people.

And then there's the funny-wierd story that made me suspect that there might be more truth in my fiction: A couple weeks back, some reporters from one of the local news stations showed up to interview some members of the parish, on Sunday morning. Our pastor, Father Manning (not his real name, of course), spotted the members of the Fifth Estate and started yelling at them to go away. According to those who saw it happen, he was acting like he was insane, screaming expletives and nearly getting physical with the camera crewmen. It's a good thing I wasn't there, thanks to my dad having to work that Sunday, because I probably would have tried to see if Fr. Manning was possessed, by trying to get close enough to touch him with the crucifix I wear on a chain around my neck.

Since I don't have a Holy Shotgun, I'm tempted to show up at Mass carrying a Holy Molotov Cocktail (A glass bottle full of holy water: I just made it up).
matrixrefugee: the word 'refugee' in electric green with a background of green matrix code (Default)
2005-05-15 03:30 pm
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A Call to all my Catholic and like-minded Readers

Starting today, could you please join me in praying the following prayer for the next nine days, for the intention of my parish, that it will be allowed to stay open? Thanks! This means the world to me.

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Novena Prayer to the Holy Trinity

God, Eternal Father, bless me with the love with which You have
begotten Your only Son from all eternity and shared with Him the
fullness of Your own Divinity.

Bless me through the love which has made us children of adoption and
partakers of the treasures of Your Divinity.

Bless me through the love with which You have sent us Your Son and
the Holy Spirit in order to work the miracles of Your power and mercy
in us. Grant that I may always revere and honor You as my great God
and love You with my whole heart as the best of Fathers.
Eternal Father, grant my petition: that Holy Trinity Parish remain
open.

God, Eternal Son, image of the splendor of the Heavenly Father, bless
me through the love with which You surround us, Your poor creatures.
You have become our Brother according to the flesh to make us Your
brothers according to Your Divinity, and an image of Your splendor.
Bless me through the marvelous goodness of Your Sacred Heart which
caused You to choose death in order to bring us life.

Bless me through the love with which You always plead for us in the
Blessed Sacrament and the throne of God and give Yourself to us in
Holy Communion. Grant that all this love and all Your bitter pain may
not be lost on me.

Eternal Son, grant my petition: that Holy Trinity Parish remain open.
God, Holy Spirit, mutual Love of the Father and the Son, bless me
through the love with which You proceed from the Father and the Son
and unite Them in eternal unity.

Bless me through the love with which You give Yourself to us as our
greatest Gift, dispensing Your Divine graces to us and transforming
sinners into children of God.

Bless me through the love with which You dwell in the Sacred Heart of
Jesus, through Whose merits the earth is filled with grace and made a
dwelling place for the God of Heaven. Grant that I, Your faithful
servant, may always allow myself to be led by You so as to advance in
virtue and reach eternal happiness.

God Holy Spirit, grant my petition: that Holy Trinity Parish remain
open.
matrixrefugee: the word 'refugee' in electric green with a background of green matrix code (Default)
2005-05-01 03:48 pm
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Life kind of imitating fanfic-art

I just heard, via the Yahoo! Group set up by the bunch of us at Holy Trinity who are trying to keep the roof over our parish, that Monsignor Fred Murphy, the dioceasan exorcist, has just retired. And since I'm in the middle of writing that "Constantine" fanfic dealing with the posessed bishop trying to close the historic church, I'm starting to wonder if my story might not be closer to the truth than is comfortable... Where's the demon-hunter when you really need him?

((Yes, I'm working on chapter three of "The Smoke of Satan"; I should have it done tonight, typed tomorrow and posted by Tuesday.))
matrixrefugee: the word 'refugee' in electric green with a background of green matrix code (Constantine)
2005-03-19 08:04 pm

The Calm before the Holy Week Storm...

I got most of my Easter shopping done today. I figured if I didn't "hop" to it, everyone else would beat me to the gooood stuff between now and next Saturday.

And come to find out that it was a good idea that I got the bulk of it out of the way...

"The Frenchman" gave me a ton of hours next week. Yes, I know it's gonna be *CRAZY* week, since the holiday is a week from tomorrow. At least this year, Greek/Eastern Orthodox Easter is wicked late, so we won't have *CRAZINESS* two weeks in a row. And Passover is later than usual, too... odd...

Edited to add strikethrough: Plus, tomorrow, I'm heavily committed: I'm marching in the Boston St. Patrick's Day Parade, as part of a contingent of people from Holy Trinity who'll be there to help raise awareness of the problem looming over our heads... I'll just have to put up with marching behind the German oom-pah band that's hosting us. (An oom-pah band in a St. Patrick's Day Parade???)

::Now trying so hard not to make like John Constantine, and give the finger to whatever demon that possessed O'Malley the Mook when he earmarked Holy Trinity for the slaughter, Edited to Add: And trying not to do the same to the demon who posessed the mook in the parade commitee who, at the very last fricken minute decided our banner was "too contraversial".::

The upside is, I get to stay up later tonight and work on my "Constantine" fanfic, inspired by this incident. I might even be able to publish it -- No, no, don't get your shorts in a knot, Comic Book Purists: I wasn't even *thinking* of going anywhere near DC/Vertigo. I was thinking of filing off all the serial numbers and selling it as a horror story somewhere. Ursula LeGuin recently admitted somewhere that her first novel, "The Left Hand of Darkness" was based on an idea she got after watching an episode of "Star Trek". Jim Kelly, a local writer, said at a book signing that *his* first novel was "an Ursula LeGuin novel with the serial numbers filed off" (hence, where I got the metaphor). And yesterday I was reading an archived entry on Neil Gaiman's blog where he said he basically had *no* opinion on fanfiction, and that he'd written a lot of stuff as a kid where he'd borrowed other people's characters and universes.

Well, either way, I'm going with my dad to help out with the teardown on the Flower Show.

And Monday morning, bright and early, I've got the appointment at Lahey Clinic about my possible AS. That crept up on me: I'm nervous now.

When I might be around for RP stuff )